So I arrive, promptly at 8:30p Friday night as scheduled...pick up at 8:50p, Perfect! So we go to your home, a few things I did not like but brushed off as lapse or carefree thoughts, you didn't offer to take my suitcase in exchange for the lighter items in your hand. One pass, no biggie life happens. We go in, the kiddies are excited to see me, little miss pretty remembered me and she was the most over-joyed. It was kind of interesting to say the least and appeasing to me.
Small talk occurs...
We enter into your dwelling space, it was nice and half way clean...did not look lived in much, but you are a guy so what am I to expect (shoulder shrug). Bags dropped, quick lounge and then we went on a wild goose chase for me some food. You indulged because I was hungry, then I felt bad because a few hours later you were making love with the porcelain queen of your world your all...sawree.
The rest of the weekend was not filled with endless sex or high levels of romance, but most importantly it was purely peaceful, drama free, and a the ultimate comfort zone. No drama, no worries, no annoying or awkward interactions...just joyous life in its purest form. From the initial time we rekindled our friendship in 2007, I have found nothing but a place of happiness within you.
What does that mean?
I do not know, but what I can appreciate from it is that my heart smiles when you are involved on almost any axis of the world that it sits on. If and when the time comes for me to move forward in love and life, if that is the peak at which my heart should rest upon, I would be forever and eternally grateful...if it is not too much to ask, could you, would you save room for my love?
A moment to be with me, save a little for me...
Awe sleeping in your arms, next to you was so comforting to my soul. I am not sure if it was because I was just in need of a gentle touch or if in all honesty your touch is the one that satisfies me the most. I am not the one to play the rebound or to go back into familiar space without question or a good verbal fight, but in your world I feel like I am at a perfect place, at a perfect time, with God's most imperfect man...and I absolutely love it!!
If carelessness is this, and this is happiness, I want it now, down and dirty, to the core and forevermore. For it is this careless space that we have discussed and both equally love.
Nonetheless, heaven only knows but for now what the future holds, but I know that you the wind that makes my love flies high...
-- Dove
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