Daydreaming: Back In The Day...

I had the biggest crush this side of the Mississippi for you.
I had one picture, that I held near and dear and always wondered what if?
What if I had told you how cute I thought you were and how much I crushed on you.
What if you knew that I really could careless that your bff was confident enough to approach me, that he was nonexistent once I was connected to you.
We lost contact all those years I occasionally wondered who, what , and where you were?
I crack up laughing often at my terrible ways of thinking in high school (he's cute but his teeth are a little jacked up) and now I see you and I'm like man he is still FINE, how'd I let that get away?!
I must admit I'm a sucker for charm and endless compliments but there is so much more to this than just smiles.
Its like revolving childhood memories.
This is the thrill that I live for, the youth oriented passion that I dream about in my romance stories.
And yet your so near and dear to my heart and so far away from my touch, this is definetly a story relived. I use to make believe I went on dates or hung out with you, mainly because that's all I could do, hahaha.
But here we are nearly 10 years later playfully chatting in every way we can.
Only difference this time is that we are making plans to pseudo date each other.
This is going to be a good summer, kicked off by a very Happy Day to me :-)